Sorry the title was suppose to be post wedding blues!
I got married in Aug 31, 2018. It was the best time of my life, I love every moment of it, yes it was super stressful and almost every weekend in the summer of June to Aug I was so busy planning thing for the wedding. About 2 months ago, I have started to feel super depressed/ sad and I wasn't sure if I was the only one so feels this way!
I feel so so lost in life, confused, lost as a person and not sure what to do since I have reached a milestone which is getting married. I have so much time on my hands now that all I do is watch TV, go to the gym, house cleaning and think about why am I not happy. I should be happy but I am not, the man I married we have been together for 9 years.
Another thing, I feel a lot of pressure when other people ask me if I am having kids. Frankly, both my husband and I aren't ready for it. I mean if I am already depressed how can I even have kids if I can't take care of myself! But the question, stresses me out and I wonder am I suppose to have kids, is that what people do!? I love what we have now, we get to travel all we need to do is find a pet sitter for our dog but that is no problem to find since his parents adores our dog.
Is there anyone going through this? Am I the only odd duck out there.